[The Last Morning] -- [Risa] -- [Kirk and Bones]

[kirktastic]

After Harold woke him up way too early, Kirk had a plan going in his head. He brushed a kiss on Bones' forehead before he left the warmth of the bed and their cabin.

He left a simple note for Bones.

Bones,

Go shower.

-JTK

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Oh shit, shit, he survived the beads. He had no idea how, but he had. Even survived Bones stroking his fucking harder then stone cock.

"Bones---!" Kirk's head fell back and he let out a sound that was barely human as suddenly pressed down onto him. Fuck, he was buried into Bones' body, burning hot and tight! "BONES!" He jerked hard at the leather, shaking a little.

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He couldn't stay kneeling like that, so Bones leaned forward, hands falling onto Kirk's shoulders. He gripped them tightly, his hips rising and falling with a slow rhythm, Bones knowing that Kirk was probably pretty close, and he didn't want this to end too soon.

That didn't stop him from groaning loud each time he fucked himself, grinding down on Kirk's shaft.

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His whole body rocked up into Bones with each thrust, breathing hard. Fuck, his world had dissolved down to his cock and Bones' body. He slammed himself up into Bones as hard as he could, feeling his whole body shaking. "Bones, gonna, fuck, gonna...!"

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That was all Bones needed, to hear that, to see that, to see Jim need him back as much as he needed this man under him.

Hands moving fast, he untied to knot at the headboard and flipped off Kirk's blindfold, looking down at into those eyes for the first time this whole fucking morning, seeing everything he needed, his whole world, back in those eyes.

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The world flared white as the blindfold came off. He opened his eyes, staring at nothing, until it cleared enough to let him see he was staring up into familiar, achingly familiar dark eyes. It was like dying and coming back...

His hands gripped roughly to Bones' hips and he fucked up harder, mouthing Bones' name as he came soundlessly, forcing his eyes to stay open even if completely unfocused.

[dctr-mccoy.livejournal.com]

Bones held on to Kirk, watching as he fell backward, coming down from his orgasm, the most fucking gorgeous thing he'd ever seen, that leather collar, that stupid bow still on him. Bones' own cock was still hard and leaking, so busy he'd been watching Kirk, coming underneath him like a madman.

Jim still inside, him, he reached over and grabbed the tube of lube with a shaking hand. It wouldn't take much, he knew, and gripping his shaft, he stroked himself less than a minute before he was exploding, white-light behind his eyes as he came all over Kirk's chest.

[kirktastic.livejournal.com]

Best thing of all with the blindfold coming off? He got to watch Bones come. The doctor's brows furrowed, his whole face concentrating on achieving the moment, lips parting and freezing in what almost could be called a scowl. Bones was fucking hot when it came to that moment. And Kirk got to watch every moment of it.

Leather straps still dangling, Kirk reached up and pulled Bones down to him, ignoring their mess. They could shower together like they had that first day there or-- even better yet. He had an idea in mind for when they could both walk.

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God, it was sticky and sweaty and hot, the breeze coming in, chilling him slightly, making Bones shiver. Or it might have been Kirk's hands on his back, holding him close.

"You," he whispered with a groan. "You been planning that long?" he asked, the smirk evident in his voice even if Kirk couldn't see his face, buried in Kirk's neck.

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"Wasn't planning that until we started fucking." Kirk laughed, quiet and subdued for him but no less bright. "Happy birthday." He muttered, nosing behind Bones' ear with a tiny smile on his lips.

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"Looks like I need another shower," Bones laughed, stretching out long next to Kirk, the endorphins from that amazing orgasm floating through him, making everything move slower. "Come with me?" he asked.

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Kirk carefully undid the straps and stretched out a little, smiling. He rolled over so he was on his feet, then walked over to Bones. "...Nah. I have a better idea." He took his friend's hand and walked out of the bedroom, tugging him along.

And down to the bit of their private beach, walking straight out into the ocean.

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The water... Bones knew vaguely that this was all engineered, this paradise, but he couldn't help but wondering how they managed to keep the water at the perfect temperature. Not too warm, but so inviting.

He found a spot that was shallow enough where he could sit, and flopped down with a sigh, splashing some water in Kirk's direction.

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That made Kirk smirk and he splashed back, then pounce over onto his lover and kiss him slowly. Nothing fierce and needing, just slow, warm, like the tide around them. He knelt, feeling the wet sand spreading under his knees.

He sighed softly into the kiss and leaned their foreheads together.

[dctr-mccoy.livejournal.com]

Two weeks ago, things were so different. Being here, playing in the water with an affectionate Kirk like this would have been unimaginable. A fantasy, maybe, but definitely outside the realm of reality.

But now? After the last twenty-four hours, McCoy was willing to go on some faith that anything was possible.

Wrapping his arms around Kirk, he pulled him closer so they could sit together, Kirk's back to Bones' chest, Bones resting his chin on Kirk's shoulder. "We should come back one day," he whispered in his ear.

It was as close to vocalizing what he felt as he was gonna get, but Bones thought that in light of the last few days, Kirk might allow him to get away with it.

[kirktastic.livejournal.com]

The words echoed exactly what Kirk was thinking, so he smiled as they watched the sun together. "...We should." He agreed, very softly. It was the closest thing to commitment he had ever said in his life.

It was just warmth and Bones and the ocean and the rest of the existence very far away.

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That answer... Bones held him tighter, not saying anything but fuck, that's what he wanted to hear. That Kirk was thinking about it, about him, like that.

They'd be heading on board soon and everything would change, it had to. They couldn't be like this on the ship - well, maybe inside their bedrooms, but even then, the ship was always there, problems were always there.

"Are you packed?" he asked, the sun rising in the sky telling him that daylight was burning. Time was moving on, whether Bones wanted it to or not.

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"Most of the way." Kirk murmured, sliding a hand down Bones' arm so he could link their hands together. Just a bit longer, a few more hours, before they had to return to being Captain and CMO, wearing the mantles of those titles and the burdens that came with it.

"Hey, Bones?" A thought was nudging at him, causing him to smirk just slightly. "You think things'll be the same back on the ship? With us?" A laugh made him shake slightly, "Think we can still have the same kinda fun we had the other night?"

[dctr-mccoy.livejournal.com]

So much had happened during the week, so many experiences that it took a moment to register which night Kirk was referring to - that (http://sehlatbear.livejournal.com/11679.html) one. "You liked that, did ya," he chuckled nervously.

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The nervousness that came into his friend's voice made Kirk shift slightly, glancing at the other's face from the corner of his eye. "...Didn't you?" Now there was some worry in his tones. He had thought...

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The arms around Kirk tightened. "Yeah," Bones said quietly into Jim's shoulder. "It was different, Jim," he continued, "and I'd be lying if I said that wasn't amazing. More than amazing."

He took another breath, closing his eyes as he remembered the feeling, the bond between them all. "But I don't think I could do that with just anyone, you know?" Like you probably could, he added in his head.

He touched Kirk's fingertips with his own. "But you wanting me there... it means the world to me. More than you know." He snickered softly. "Did that answer your question? I don't even know if it did or not."

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Kirk was silent as he thought about Bones' words, taking them in. Finally, slowly, he smiled. "...Honestly, I'd be happy if you were there for any time." A hesitation, "That sounds ridiculously perverted even for me and maybe it is." He couldn't help his laugh.

"I mean... want you to be a part of it. Know about it. Whoever I end up in bed with. It was a fuck ton better being able to be there at the end of the night with you." He knew what it sounded like. Like he was just a whore. But... at least he was an honest one. He had no problems with what he liked to do.

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"Jim," Bones chuckled softly, "that might be the most fucked up and most romantic thing I've ever heard." He kissed Kirk's neck twice. "I love that you want me there, and maybe if I were a better person, more open-minded I could be that man for you, but I'm not. I'm me, and I just want to be with you."

Bones put his head on Kirk's shoulder. "I mean, yeah, if you want to play once in a while, I'm probably more amenable to it now than I was a week ago," the smile was evident in his voice, "but - fuck, I don't know what to tell you." He gave a tighter hug before exhaling. "I don't think I can be there for you like that. At least, not yet, not right now."

He brought their laced fingers up to his mouth, turning Kirk's body slightly as he kissed his fingertips. "'m sorry."

[kirktastic.livejournal.com]

"Fucked up and romantic. Describes my sex life." Kirk chuckled a little, then said quietly but more seriously, "I... I didn't mean... fuck. Bones, you know I suck at saying this stuff. I'm not asking you to be there. I'm just.. saying." He slumped just a little, his gaze sliding away from Bones.

He was terrible at doing any of this sort of shit and had always avoided it or put it off with sex. Bones... was just more important then that. He'd face it, do it, for Bones. Didn't mean it didn't suck ass having to do.

"...just having you there, with Jim and Spock... meant a lot. More then I know how to fucking say."

[dctr-mccoy.livejournal.com]

"You say it just fine, Jim," Bones told him. "I know what you mean," he touched Kirk's cheek, "and I think you know what I'm feeling, right? I'd do anything for you, you know that."

He kissed him gentle on the forehead. "How about this," he murmured, a small, shy smile as he pushed a strand of wet hair out of Kirk's face. "I promise not to try and change you if you say you won't get bored of me."

Bones pressed his mouth against Kirk's. "Sound like a deal, James?" he whispered, grinning at hearing Jim's name come out of his mouth.

[kirktastic.livejournal.com]

Hearing his full first name from Bones' lips made him shiver and kiss Bones back for just a moment before laying their foreheads together, lips brushing when he spoke, "I'll never get bored of you. Sex is sex, Bones... this is way more then that. I've had three years to know I'll never get bored of you." His voice was very quiet, so quiet, that no one else in the universe could hear him except the one person it was meant for.