"Jim," Bones chuckled softly, "that might be the most fucked up and most romantic thing I've ever heard." He kissed Kirk's neck twice. "I love that you want me there, and maybe if I were a better person, more open-minded I could be that man for you, but I'm not. I'm me, and I just want to be with you."
Bones put his head on Kirk's shoulder. "I mean, yeah, if you want to play once in a while, I'm probably more amenable to it now than I was a week ago," the smile was evident in his voice, "but - fuck, I don't know what to tell you." He gave a tighter hug before exhaling. "I don't think I can be there for you like that. At least, not yet, not right now."
He brought their laced fingers up to his mouth, turning Kirk's body slightly as he kissed his fingertips. "'m sorry."
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Date: 2009-08-28 02:13 am (UTC)Bones put his head on Kirk's shoulder. "I mean, yeah, if you want to play once in a while, I'm probably more amenable to it now than I was a week ago," the smile was evident in his voice, "but - fuck, I don't know what to tell you." He gave a tighter hug before exhaling. "I don't think I can be there for you like that. At least, not yet, not right now."
He brought their laced fingers up to his mouth, turning Kirk's body slightly as he kissed his fingertips. "'m sorry."