James T. Kirk (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
kirktastic) wrote2009-08-07 10:38 pm
kirktastic) wrote2009-08-07 10:38 pm
[Engineering, Lower Decks] -- [Kirk and Enterprise]
Kirk couldn't even stand himself when he left the brig. He found himself walking, just walking in any direction, away from people, away from signs of any sort of life. He growled to himself and turned a corridor to make sure he kept away from anyone. The Captain had to be perfect. Couldn't show emotions like this.
Maybe a mother fucking Vulcan should just be in charge. Seemed awfully happy to tell Pike that!
So occupied with his thoughts was Kirk that when he focused on where he was, it took him a few seconds to realize he had gotten his way down to engineering. Good. He could be down here and no one would know.
He found himself a place that was out of the way and just tucked himself up against a wall, near a silent and unknown console, listening to the deep hum of the ship that was far louder down here. "...I've fucked up." He said to no one at all, closing his eyes. He slammed a fist into his knee, growling again.
[OOC: Takes place after the fight with Spock in the brig.]
Maybe a mother fucking Vulcan should just be in charge. Seemed awfully happy to tell Pike that!
So occupied with his thoughts was Kirk that when he focused on where he was, it took him a few seconds to realize he had gotten his way down to engineering. Good. He could be down here and no one would know.
He found himself a place that was out of the way and just tucked himself up against a wall, near a silent and unknown console, listening to the deep hum of the ship that was far louder down here. "...I've fucked up." He said to no one at all, closing his eyes. He slammed a fist into his knee, growling again.
[OOC: Takes place after the fight with Spock in the brig.]
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A breath out, "The problem is that I'm wondering if the memories I got thanks to Spock, the old guy? If those memories aren't... tainting my mind. My intuition."
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"Well, the problem is that before I met the elder Spock, I fucking hated our Spock. Wanted to punch him as hard as I could in his perfect fucking face so he'd stop being so logical." Here he paused, then gave a small laugh, "Huh, and now that he IS being illogical, I want him to be normal. I mean... how am I supposed to ignore what's happened? He lied to me about Marlena on the ship, tried to hide her from me, lied about going down to see Pher in the first place, hid whatever he's taken from them... and puts himself in danger when he's down there." A tiny growl of frustration. "Shouldn't that be enough to doubt my intuition?"
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[[OOC: do you think that this should be the conversation during which Enterprise begins to use Standard?]]
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Kirk hesitated, putting his head down. "...maybe... he shouldn't..." He sighed, picking his head up, "We're almost to Risa, and then everyone's getting a week of shore leave. I'm saying no one's allowed to be on ship because everyone should be enjoying the planet. I'm going to have to deal with the Board back home via vidscreens with what happened with the Farragut. I'm... not looking forward to it. After the week of shore leave, if this is still going badly... I'll pull him from full duty."
"...He does want this to work, I think. At least, everything is suggesting he does. But then... his actions say otherwise."
With that last bit, Kirk sighed and nodded. "I'm hoping it'll be clearer after some time off, you know? A mental break. Relaxing time. ...I plan to get very, very drunk one night." Unconsciously, he was slowly running his hand over the panel, back and forth, with fingers as gentle as if he was touching a lover.
[OOC: Oh definitely! <3]
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Kirk shifted so he was leaning farther back in the seat. "We'll make sure you're back up and running beautifully... and you'll be treated like the queen you are while in dry dock." His pride came through, almost a teasing too.
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I will be well, so long as you take care of yourself.
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Then he hesitated and looked around, then peered to the console.
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"...yea, we are young. But we're learning together too, at least I hope like hell we are."
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I don't think we could help but to learn from one another, for better or for worse.
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[[OOC: If you want to see how the hologram things are shaping up check out what I have uploaded here: http://www.livejournal.com/allpics.bml?user=1_00110111_01 so far.
Now I just need to look at my budget to figure out if I can get a paid account for all the icons I have ready.]]
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When did I end up getting so sentimental?
[OOC: what's with the rotating icons? And I love the decidedly fierce looking dark-skinned chick. XD And according to Bones-mun Bones is dead asleep in Jim's quarters.]
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[[I'm assuming you meant your room, not TOS!Jim, but I can edit, if I'm wrong.]]Rest, you need it.
[[OOC: Seriously, you are too generous.*hugs*
The rotating ones are for when the Enterprise is trying to decide on what she wants to look like, all the static human ones are the girl she will be deciding on]]
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He had a Bones to go curl up with.
[OOC: *hug!* You were right. And ahhhh I understand! I can't WAIT!]
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Right now he's just chilling in the middle of the hallway wondering how in the universe he got here.
He recognizes Kirk
despite the change in actors.Beeeeeeeeep